I am so afraid.

I wish i had friends who are crazier and would be nice enough to at least start work a week later. Oh and, i would freaking give my right ball to stop the army talk for even just a day.

Oh my god his hair is so disgusting looking it's the worst looking thing ever. i want to die just from looking at it. julian, i should have shown it to you then had i known about it. eew. i'm so tempted to cut it out and put it on Paint. and then work my magic to make it look better. (yes, i said paint and not like, photoshop cos we all know how disastrous works turn out after going though paint no matter how good we genuinely want it to be). omg omg omg i want to die just having the mental image of it in my mind.

anyway! it's been quite a whirlwind of the past few days. but i guess i wouldn't ask for something better. i think it's great to be able to catch up with friends. and having a list of things to do is quite erm, healthy. it gives me something to set out to achieve on a random day! instead of being a wasted slouch. though "rotting at home" is actually one thing on my list. so, being an unproductive slouch still means i get to feel accomplished. right. -strikes off list.

glen's coming back today. whoo (: welcome back!

thank god for messenger glitches. douchebags who can't stop exploiting their right to a 'nudge' function. bloody hell.

i am craving immensely for A&W waffles now. or maybe marche's. okay now i've got multiple cravings. i must be pregnant.

out. 

Went back to my old estate one random afternoon. I like the north. Very quiet and tranquil place to live in. Hahaha, quite alot has changed. I'll let the pictures do the talking.

my old flat, block 810


front of the flat. there used to be an atm where the grey box thingy is now

Decided to catch out the park next to the block

haha this slope! i could play on it for hours, whoever needed the playground man (:


random shot of the park route. most of it's under construction now. how sad.


This was the where the PINEAPPLE KING used to stand, now it's filled with mounds of sand. (eh it rhymes!)


the previous time i saw this exact same image, was in the 1990s. because of the fog, the mrt track was actually invisible. yup, that bad.


log benches! still here after so long. the fungi on top of it will agree with me. heh.

Walked about the estate for a while aft that.

The first 7-11 marcus tan came to know of (: quite sad, the surrounding shops have all closed down to make way for construction. in front of this 7-11 was this huge playground in the centre of the market/precinct(?), now it's a boring old clock.


You wanna know the secret to marcus tan's awesome english? Here it is! My First Library. Hahaha. Start bringing your kids here now.

haha, quite interesting lah. seeing how the place has changed and all. nice to see it still preserve its old charm, not as nice seeing lots of things gone (eg no more sand in the playground, it's now that gross rubbery material). but good overall i suppose. i kinda miss staying in the north. ah well.

headed to yishun to check out northpoint, though there's really nothing much there actually. no more toys r us! WALAO. wanted to get a peppermint mocha frappe but decided to save money instead, took a train home in time for dinner.

okay, that's it for a day in the north. out.

I want to dedicate this post to someone who for what it's worth, is worth doing this for (: and i'll do it the same way as how you did for me. Nothing's better than that.

I specially got the one with cream cheese on top. Are you hungry now? (:

Melt! Just as how you like it best.

i still remember how you and jasper were so happily talking about how good this is when he found out you liked them too. haha funny.


Once a coke fan, always a coke fan.


orange! your favourite flavour (:


Couldn't find any nicer picture! Or the one you've got in your phone. Most of those on google were his hindi-convert-looking ones. heh.

Threadless!


This one came out at the back of my mind. Remember the time you suddenly leapt for joy upon hearing about softball? Well, i remembered. hahaha very amusing!

STICKYBUNS! Can you hear them screaming out to you? We must go out and eat once you come back!

Heh. My transient mind is no longer wanting to do what i intended to do anymore. Quite annoying, one moment you think "alright i shall try for law", the next it's "walao stressful siol. just do *insert own english related discipline*", and the following day "okay i shall do something related to law but not exactly law". Cant decide! Maybe i'll want to be a cosmonaut tmrw. HAHA. like what are the chances of that. aiya. i have 2 whole years to think anyway. AND, we're not even bringing in A's results. Pretty pointless to have such lofty ambitions with grades that don't match up, no?

The mother needs to stop watching foxcrime channels. The sister needs to stop watch brain-rotting shows like greek and gossip girl. Most importantly, the eldest son needs to stop watching anime. Bloody hell, what kind of package includes crime shows together with animax?! So it's not my fault i'm watching them. They made it do it. Ha.

Obviously, me am pretty bored. Hey, boredom over having to mug my brains out. Anytime.

I don't want to have to come home to see a family crumbling apart night after night. Not that it wasn't always there, i just had the means to be able to escape from the madness back then. Today the whole world seems to have suddenly disappeared.

Some last day.

Seriously, how is introspective intelligience in any way going to be useful in a society here? Full time musicians are struggling to earn a honest living already. The not-very-good ones, at least.

Saw this show on tv. Monster quest. Methinks it's the boring version of lost tapes, which is increasingly getting more sian to watch anyway. Anyway, the episode was on a large killer octopus with an armspan tentaclespan (?!) of 200ft. It's called octopus giganteus. I don't know about killer monster, but i'm hungry. Think octopus balls the size of watermelons. Mmm.

It's scary because the whole time, the drive (now current excitement) to end school totally offset the drive of studying for A's. When in truth, the drive of studying for A's should be what overrides everything. I'm not distressed; that's what scares me the most. 

I realize being cryptozoologist is quite cool. Your work revolves around finding hidden creatures, which more often than not actually are capable of killing humans cos they're just scary like that. Think bigfoot, big octopus (balls) and mothman. Call it fantastical, i think it's quite cool if you actually get to catch one of them. It'll be like your own little pokemon.

Last GP lesson was hilarious!
1. Lesbian didn't come. So it was 1 hour talk cock sing song.
2. SOURSOP. Ooze or squirt? Boomz!
3. Jasper uses his PITS. omg omg omg.
4. SHERMAN FOO SEK WEI IS HILARIOUS.
Oh and it was the last time having lessons with my nth boyfriend henry william bangkoso (yeah i made that last name up). You must bring me on a holiday to jakarta/"outer islands" (quek say one) okay! 

He is almost non-existent in my life now. Where are You? Or maybe He was always there. I was the one who thought something had to give.

"You will drift afar for so long, never realizing it. Until that one Eureka moment comes, and when it does, wow. You'll find yourself recharged with a faith like never before."

If there's one thing i could take up to You now, i just hope they're all fine. And waiting for their own little Eureka.

Hope you've got the all clear (:

Haha. Went to glen's grandma's wake to study. Yes, you saw it right. I was studying at a wake. And you thought it couldn't go beyond mugging overnight at macs. Anyway, it was quite productive, given how i actually managed to understand what integration by substitution means (SHUT UP) now. Yay thanks! Though, i don't think i should try to put off an actual all-nighter where i don't sleep a wink. Studying at midnight until 5-ish is fine. But man, i had not a clue what happened to me after that. From 5 onwards it was just dozing off every few seconds and notes shifting, and generally being very (and i mean VERY) spaced out.

"Eh what just happened in the past half an hour?"
"You fell asleep"
"For how long?"
"Half an hour lah"
"Oh. Omg, i did?"
"Wah you win already lah"

Man, i was THAT zoned out huh. Hahaha. It was still fun overall. Got chance to do things like send message to other people =D

And, i shouldn't have gone to school today. What a waste of time. Should have just stayed home to crash. And study, heh.

So hopeless for prelims.

And, we're losing it already. Goodbye's coming. Soon.

Haha. I will personally murder you if we end up like that. But, i know you wouldn't let it happen. I'm holding onto that fact.